Pretty much a constant mixed state with no signs of stopping. Head and chest cold, but a week later it's on its way out. Last night, sudden sharp pain in my left side where my pancreas is OMFG help me noooooooo. Felt really beat so I went to bed early; slept five hours straight (whoa), and when I woke up, pain still there. I was hoping it would just magically disappear; I gave up Lamictal for you, and I am not spending my birthday, aka the only day I get that's about me, even though it's also partly about Jesus so I don't actually just get something that's all mine but why should I, in the hospital you stupid pancreas, so get it together!